its been forever!!

wow! its been a while since i been on here! but now im back finally. so alot has happened since i last wrote. I have moved , im living back in north port now and im pretty happy being back here! the last 4 months i have really been focused on ME , my girls and GOD! and it really has helped me a lot!

Alot in my life has changed since we came back at the end of march are for the better!!! I’m happier than I have been in a long time! I’m at peace with jake being away simply because… Well I let him go not in my heart but my mind. I finally have him away to god and am letting his work be finished while god also works in my life!
I won’t say I have not thought of jake I DO daily but I no longer dwell on him or get depressed that I can’t see him.
I finally understand and live the phrase IT IS WHAT IT IS! I know I can’t change ANYTHING and everything is going how god planned it to be!
What makes it the easiest is knowing how much jake has changed and how he loves The Lord now and THAT has ultimately changed my view and my heart.
ENOUGH about him haha. On another note the girls are getting huge! My baby girl Andrea is no baby anymore she will be FOUR! On August 19th she will be 4 years old and she knows it she won’t stop talking about her “happy birthday” she is so silly.
Amelia! She is no baby either she is huge and walking all over the place like she has been walking for years now! She is the funniest little thing ever she keeps me smiling even when I’m angry she cracks me up. She is just SO big it cracks me up! Ha, my girls defiantly keep me moving! Well I have some pictures from the past few months 🙂 enjoy